Skyler,
Where does the time go? Well baby girl you have been so happy lately, talking more, laughing and playing so well with Kendyl. You were making him giggle tonight and he kept saying "Again, Again" and you would do it again and he would giggle even harder.
The doctor is trying some different medication for you and I really think this one is making the biggest difference. You seem to be more comfortable in your skin. Less anxious, less tantrums, less agitated and more smiles!
We had the BEST family day. We all enjoyed just being together and I found myself walking through the mall crying tears of joy.
You really are a beautiful wonderful child that I love more and more every day.
Love,
Mommy
I live in gratitude that we have smiles on a regular basis now. A smile of comfort and true joy that every kid should be able to experience. My SKY SKY is able to enjoy life because of medication.
On the other hand I live with a constant battle of right vs. wrong. I am relying on drugs and with the risk of side effects and long term addiction am I making the Best decision. Mommy guilt is overwhelming when I allow it to consume my thoughts. Yes, Yes, yes, they all say but internally as a MOM, I will always wonder.
For now I love hearing her soft tone of voice, sweet smiles and her ability to handle extra snuggles. The battle can continue in my mind as long as I see her making progress and enjoying being six years old.
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